POST 100

I believed… I tried… I failed… I fell… I was broken… I lifted myself up… Repaired myself… 

And now I believe again… Going to try all over again… 

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POST 99

In the up and down, right and left, close and far, hope and fear…. Never forget to love yourself and be happy…. Coz the purpose of this entire game called life is your happiness… Sometimes a bigger happiness needs small sacrifices but the larger gole….is still only happiness which can fill your heart and brighten your soul….

POST 98

We should always stay in touch with some old friends who know who you really are… So that when this world starts stealing you from yourself and you start forgetting your identity…. You can look back to these friends and find yourself again…. 🙂 🙂 

Social Media and Me

Yesterday a girl went for dinner with her friends,  they had amazing time,  got pictures clicked…  Nice…

But how does it influence my life…  Am I going to get benefitted by spending my minutes reading about her post and watching those pictures….

Aaaaaa….  I personally don’t think so….

I have around a thousand of friends on Facebook…  But when I am about to burst in tears or go crazy with happiness, those thousand friends never come to mind… I can only think of few friends(the number is countable on my fingers)… And they are the ones who listen to me and share my pain or joy…

I am not saying social media is bad… It helps us connect to large number of people and interact on a bigger platform… I am just saying,  It’s over hiped and is eating much more of our daily time than it should… Somehow we have forgotten living our lives in real world… And have started living more to impress people on these platforms… Impress may not be the exact word but something related… We stop living the moment and start clicking pictures to put it on some social media site… We have forgotten to stop and feel our surrounding… The feel… The touch… The smell…These are to be lived and not to be captured for showing it to the world…

Remember in school days faculty used to ask..  “Note down notes later… First concentrate and understand”…. We don’t want to understand anything anymore… We are busy taking notes and showing it to the world… Inspite of the fact… The world hardly cares…

Living in a Turmoil…. 

Silence and noise… Peace and distress…. She was looking outside through the window pane…. Down below everyone was busy in their lives….  She was standing there lonely and quite… Unable to utter a word… Feeling handicapped… Why everyone tries to prove themselves better by proving you wrong… Why is there never any end to what world expects from you… Why can’t you fill your plate with what you actually want… Why it has to be filled with what world wants you to eat… She doesn’t know what is she looking for… Or what is troubling her… All words all reasons have disappeared… The only thing which is left is the feeling of hollow soul… May be she has lost it… World doesn’t appear to be impressed by her…  May be she has not… She never even wanted to impress them… She just wanted to fall in with herself everytime she looks in the mirror… And she does till today… But has she started living in her illusion… Has she started living in her own imaginary world… What’s reality what others are seeing or what she is seeing…  Everyone has their own take on the story…  The best of the heroes appear uninspiring to many… Their is nothing exists which can be called as reality… Whats your reality is not mine and what is mine is not yours…  Nothing in universal… I like sun sign… You don’t… You like rain… I don’t… Nothing is good… Nothing is bad…. Then what’s right and what’s wrong…. Which side should she choose…. Should she change herself to impress others because they are right… Or be as she is because she is happier this way….  Is she wrong… Should she do something that she doesn’t believe in just because world thinks it should be that way… Even a drug addict might think he is right… Challenging the rigid structure of the society is always opposed by most of the people…  But which right is right and which right is wrong…. 

She doesn’t find any fault in herself but world does… If she changes herself for others… Will it be a positive change or defeat of her individuality….